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                                           POEMS

 

 

 

 

          You must answer me

          You must show me the sense

          The sense of words

          The impenetrable meaning

           Inside which I find myself

           And where I run

           I run with wide open arms

 

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           The child inside me

            Doesn`t fall anymore

            Tripping over the things of the world

            The child inside me

            Has found his freedom.

 

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            I look at the horizon

            But I see nothing

            Only blue sky, that`s all.

            I keep quiet because

            I am the only one who looks.

          

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            My words seem to be

            Only faded colours

            I seem to look in the distance

            And I want to see

            How He draws near me.

 

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            Somewhere I am hidden

            I don`t know anymore where I am

            The infinite of my thoughts

            Makes me shiver

            The stars make me dizzy

            What quietness under these stars

             That glitter

             The universe says nothing to us

             Only we, the human race, continue to speak

             Saying nonsense.

        

 

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            What silence,  what rejecting  peace!

            All this quietness in Your creation

            Makes me freeze,

            If You wouldn`t exist, if You wouldn`t exist

            To raise my thoughts towards you,

             What should I do during so many years

              Of loneliness?

           

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            I can see the blue sky at day time

            At night I can see the sky full of stars

            I can see the cloudy sky during the storm

            And the sun rays behind the clouds

            Running towards me

            I can see the forest lying in the horizon 

            And the high grass which does not accept

            My shy steps.

 

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            Beyond all the things that I see

            I cannot find

            The one I am looking for

 

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            You who created the clouds

            And the rain

            You who created the forests,

            The sky and the stars

            Where are You ?

            Where are You ?

             How shy are the flowers

             When I walk near them

             How clear are the waters,

             The springs and the fountains

             How glittering are all these !

            

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            Where are You

            Who created all things of Nature

            All things that surround me

            And in the middle of which

            I live

            Where are You

            Who created all this?

 

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            How beautiful are all the flowers around me

            The lilies of the valley, how white are they!

            How green and sharp and long

            Are their leaves!

            You who created this wonder of flower

            Where are You, where are You?

            And You, You who loves

            And who created all this

            Where are You as I am not afraid

            Of walking through this desert world ?

        

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           Near a fountain

           Someone is staying the head bent

           Propped up on his arms

           Who could be the one who is standing

           With closed eyes, with eyes full of tears

           I sat down by Him and I kept quiet

           And all the questions had disappeared.

 

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(from the cycle  “THE  ONE THAT  I  SHOULD  BE “)

 

               

                  My words

                  Shout inside me

                  Like the sounds of a piano

                  On which I have fallen

                  Afraid of a dream

 

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                  Me…

                  The life….

                   I was floating

                  And someone

                  Was holding my hand

                  Above

                  The chaos!

 

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                  I don`t know what made me today

                  Resemble to a violet tree

                  In blossom

                  Having green and blue flowers

                  And it seemed that

                  Through each leaf

                  The wind was whispering me

                  The word

                  Whose meaning

                   I could not utter

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         MY SOULMy soul is like a white circle
My thoughts flow freely

 

Like some spots of blue colour
My circle is white
And so large,
And so deep
Like that white
Unfolds into my wings.

 

Sometimes
When the thought is more wild

 

Something purple starts to
Be born in my soul,

 

Something purple

 

And something white, like a sword
Cuts many times the river
My river of light
And water…of tears

When the wild thought
Howls and shouts
A blue flower fells
Into my whote circle
And a hand that caresses
Its leaves…and a mouth
Which kisses the petals
And speaks softly to me,
Through other purple thought
Composed with white tears
“Peace be upon you daughter!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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